On this desk...

... is my life. Coffee cup with a cold sip left. Lots of tear stains... it's amazing how tears can actually strip varnish. Bills I try not to make eye contact with. Cup holding a shitload of pens, yet I seem to grab the same one every time. A half alive plant that came from a half alive relationship. A Buddha on a spring that looks kind of like a bouncing penis... is this a message from above? Reciepts from my most recent self indulgences and must haves; cute boots, jelly bellys and a carwash. An overdue movie I can't bring myself to watch but won't return either. A $20. dollar bill that I swear was $100. before I went out last night. A lottery ticket I've never checked... I could be a millionaire and not even know it. A list of love story movies I always thought I'd watch with her. Dust.